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I want to be a writer

but my hand won’t pen the words

It’s hard to break free of the struggles

You can’t understand

My daily inner struggle

To be more than what I am

It’s like taking a leap

without a safe place to land

Who am I to you

Will someone come and find me

I’m waiting for a clue

I’m waiting for an answer

Who am I to you

I never have decided

Why this fear won’t let me go

Why am I holding onto things I can’t control

So I’ll sit in silence

and figure out just who I am

I’ll close my eyes and try not to let judgement stand

Bridge:

why am I holding back

why am I waiting here

My head is filled with

lies I told myself for so many years

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