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Locked up in these chains, I can’t do this; I want myself to be set free

And I cannot choose the best, ‘cause the worst has already chosen me

It’s because my mind’s not sharp, it’s like a butter knife, I can’t seem to

find the key

I have swum, but I think it has already sunk deep into the sea

But I don’t know, it couldn’t have sunk deeper than anger has sunk into my

blood?

My lies didn’t hit her the way they hit me in such a running flood

Rage live in the shadows, and shadows hides beneath my skin

Real eyes realize real lies, and that this skin is hard to live in

My tears fill the clouds, I think it will rain, I am not proud

Take the time to listen; I want to read my chapter out loud

Hope is overused and darkness covers me in a cloak

Words unsaid left scars in my head, now I’m choking in this smoke

Had enough, my heart isn’t something you can borrow

The water of lies, pain, heartbreak, anger and sorrow

It fills my bucket of endurance; it overflows, my way is getting narrow

My fate’s been set unknown in every tomorrow

(My crying couldn’t become any louder

My head says my scream couldn’t have been any prouder)

I criticize her actions, feeling like a sadist, wanna' see her in lots of pain

Wanna' mess with her mind; open her skull, meaning to penetrate her brain!

‘Cause what I feel is impossible to neither understand nor to even explain

Your terrible mind uses pretty eyes as disguise. My spit in your face will

forever remain

The creation of God and all that is good has gone out of order

I don’t wanna' waste my time, but I let her play with me, ‘cause I try not to

bore her

Therefore, I’ll make some fun out of it and put my knife in your corner,

and while I gut you, I’ll film it and save it on a recorder

Wanna' rip up her chest and finally find her heart

She’s begging to leave; but I can’t reply ‘cause I’m laughing too hard

But wait, why do I act as if I am the one to place the blame?

I found that betrayal doesn’t come from one’s enemies

The man in the mirror is the one filled with the most shame

You finally killed the person who used to be me, but I know that some of it is

my bad

So why are my words filled with insanity, and why am I mad over the angel who I

never had?

Can’t just be a friend, it is too weak. Now I am tired, but not because I need

to sleep

Dreams were supposed to become true, but I forgot nightmares was dreams too.

Feel I wanna' weep

Dark lights me up while I try to bury you, I hope the tracks will be unseen

But, hey! I’m smiling, I’m goddamn alright! I just found that silence is the

most powerful scream!

I finally found your love

It was inside my head

The whispering from above

Drags me closer to the dead

And it’s all because the way you made me devastated

I wanted you decapitated

The only thing I knew about was you and I, and we were separated

Aggravated

Drown you from the broken ship, but that’s exaggerated

No, it’s not, you little bitch, ‘cause you deserve it, piece of shit

I’m spitting a brick at your flattety tit

The relationship had to sink

Now I have to admit

That lately I’ve been thinking that I’m going insane

And it may look like I’m stuck in the sane

But this is how I look when I pretend I don’t feel any pain!

Rain (rain) comes in the mornings, not always at nights. (nights)

And all that’s left is mourning; I’ll never be able to find the lights. (lights)

I am gone now

This corpse is all blue

The art of lying

Will make me speak true

The light turned to dark

Parts of my soul are missing

Why weren’t I good enough, (my love)?

I need to gather up thousands of my confessions

I will no longer act as if you’re one of my possessions

You were everything I ever wanted, but never in this way

I wouldn’t be with me neither, so it’s okay if you won’t stay

Don’t want this neither, cannot control it. It is so unnecessarily dramatic

But after this running and disappearing, I have become so asthmatic

While I was telling you, I saw you crying

I may have looked cold, but on the inside I was dying

The bucket has fallen; presence of anger is no longer here

Sorrow stands before it, but it will soon disappear

I was reaching for a hand that was never there

A fragment about extinction of my tear. (Tear, tear)

Since I’ve fallen so many times

I can finally reply

That jumping from the wrong —

The good will make me fly

You made me crazy

And you may have taken lots from my soul

But you cannot ever take my pride

Something tells me that I might find

That and an eye for an eye will make us both blind

Gained some peace in my mind

And all the things that we’ve done

I have finally left behind

The bucket’s hopefully empty

I’ve learnt ‘cause you’ve been heartless

I found that all the stars

Can’t shine without a little darkness

I pity you when you tried to bury me, because you probably didn’t know that all

along I was a seed

Leaving me in the soil made me realize that my favourite flavour would

eventually concede

I wanted power of love, not love of power. Don’t think I ever wanted to hurt

you, ‘cause that would probably destroy me

If there’s rain and some sunlight, there’ll be a rainbow. Everything seemed

grey, but the colours are now easy to see

I chose what made me happy instead of what was right, ‘cause happy has always

been right

Losing the feelings of every yesterday, that hid behind my smile.

Above every mighty storm, the sun will always shine bright

Something hits me, and it makes every shadow stand behind me, it’s light

My silhouette hopefully stands where it should

Birds sing, there is all blue in my sight

Everything inside and out seems to be good

So, the bucket was just filled with anger and pain, right?

No happiness and good in there, right? Knock on wood?

Emptied the bucket, and it’s no longer a mystery

That my good emotions flowed out as well, and that time has come to misery

Time has come to misery

Can you feel it?

No …

Oh, God …

Save me from myself! (Or what I’ve become)

But can I kill someone who has already died?

Through sleepless nights

Myself and I discovered that stars do not last forever

Silence speaks when words can’t

(Empty) x14

Time has come to misery