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For so long

I’ve hated this reflection.

I’ve disfigured myself

To lose sight of you.

For so long I’ve begged for

An end to this story.

All the while it’s been me

With the pen in my hand.

My greatest weakness

Is my strongest enemy.

Always coming back to level me.

Perceptions and fluctuations.

Illusions of failures.

I was born to everything I hate.

For so long

I’ve hated this reflection.

I’ve disfigured myself

To lose sight of you.

For so long I’ve begged for

An end to this story.

All the while it’s been me

With the pen in my hand.

My greatest weakness

Is my strongest enemy.

Always coming back to level me.

I’ve never been enough.

I’ve never done enough.

A lack of actions,

My grand declaration.

Without the ownership of guilt

I have nothing left to cling to.

Yet this matter keeps me captive.

If life has turned to penance,

Then no more fleeting moments.

I’ll burn my world and all I love

To be at peace without your pity.

If this is the sum of it all,

Then the moments

Leading me here

Have led me astray.

That which is crying

Should also be dead

As peace is a distant lullaby

For the fragile and the weak.

Taught to hate myself,

Through hating you.

Lessons in humility

By watching you.

You’ve fucked my life

For far too long.

Let me live my own regret.

If life has turned to penance,

Then no more fleeting moments.

I’ll burn my world and all I love

To be at peace without your pity.

If life has turned to penance,

Then no more fleeting moments.

I’ll burn my world and all I love

To be at peace without your pity.

But then, the blackness came.

They’d awakened the darkness.

Violence and cold,

Not one brother there,

Not one looming sound.

Lived like I better

Prick the other

Before they bring govt in.

I could no longer distinguish

Between being or going to sleep,

Dreams and reality blended

With an extra day or night in abeyance

The whole world was plummeting to annihilation

But then…

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