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Hey doc, I haven’t spoken to anyone

I tried to get through, I made some calls

And then I… I came over… I rushed

I just want her to get through

(Glass smashing — Table smashing — Woman crying)

How can I plough through the pain and suffering and start anew Now?

All that I went through with her:

Cutting herself, pushing me away and running me into the ground

I heard that sound, the screams of your pain

How many times do I gotta wrestle you to put the knife down?

Then I’m getting a migraine, from having to maintain the situation

My spare time consists of shameless meltdowns

(How many times I gotta tell you that life’s like a countdown?)

Tick, tick, tock

You are a timebomb

Click, click, blow

I’m doing all I can to be calm

But I’m putting my foot down

I guess I’m dealing with napalm

I’m nervous and shivering

Here, feel my palm

I’m sewing the stitches, you’re growing new branches

I really, really wanna understand why you chase death like this

As though you’re migrating to a new homeland

But I won’t let you do this

I’m not leaving you in the ditches

I’ll rescue you like Superman

Admit that you’re my Lois

Please come back to me and I’ll promise I’ll show you how great Life is when it

launches

Fly above the forest to show you just how much more there is

Beyond spaces that bring your claustrophobia out

Give it a clout round the back of the head

Come back to me and break the bread

Gimme the answer, I’ll be your encourager

Darkness needs a knockout to bring bright firecrackers to life

And we shout:

We love each other

So please stop hiding out in yourself and tell me how I can help You overpower

this

We’ll build the bridges over the gaps

See how we can fix this

We need to get better at mending

Your life puts breeze to the fire and maybe, just maybe we can Freeze it

We’ve had our losses

Missed our kisses

You’ve tried to drive me away, but I won’t leave broke pieces on The floor

A new door can open

Even if you’re insecure or unsure

It can’t get worse than it already is

I’m sticking around cause I still adore

You may be in a deep depression but I won’t close the drawer on You

Still holding out hope

Every other week having to stop her from tying a rope

Nope

I can’t deal with this shit

But I can’t leave when I’ve seen the scope of this shit

She’s become too mentally insane

She’s driving me away

What the fuck

Is that cocaine on the table?

Funny how things work out

Tried to get her into rehab but a couple years later it’d be actually Me who

got grabbed by the hand of blackout

This shit is spanning on for too long

Need the hand of God to help me place the blocks

I guess the reason I went to the pills and alcohol was self-Castigation

Not doing enough

Giving myself self-condemnation

Finding out her bombshell reason

That brings deep anxiety for not seeing her cell inside her sunken Fallen self

months earlier

I’ve done all I can, but now she wants me to leave

But I know she don’t mean it

Even though she looks angry

She’s crying and her body looks tense

In her mind I think she’s sadly tryna say:

«Thank you, but I don’t wanna bring you down too»

What else can I do but revert to the studio?

Cause the only way I can make the realities of this aglow to the Mainstream

world is to add some rhymes to fit the flow

Cause the realities are real

She’s on this narrow path

And I can’t comprehend what she’s dealing with psychologically

But I know that her seconds are nearing to zero

I’ve never said this but Victory featuring Feelo was based on this Gloomin

shadow of a situation that I tried to get rid of

But slowly pops up again with some more ammo

Everyday it rained I looked out the window wondering if she had a Rainbow

overhead

I guess I’m worrying whether or not she’s still alive and breathing

Cause she blocked my number, Facebook and my Twitter

But I created new accounts to do messaging and sending to her

I sent her this one article about Kate Machugh overcoming this Frowning face of

death that was gaining on her life

I need her to open up to me

I need show her that there’s no shame in admitting you’re harming

This isn’t just alarming

It’s not just scaring you

Both of us are sharing these feelings of been unwanted

But we gotta keep moving as yesterday has faded

We probably can’t ever have what we used to have between us

Back when therapy was working

And you finally stopped cutting

But I wanna help you change

I’m anxious to hear back from you

I’m sitting on the floor with my smartphone on the table

I got a blanket round my arms and I’m leaning on the couch

And I’m conscious of what’s going on

I got a fuzzy feeling in me as if I know you’re still in crisis

With what’s been going on with you

I think you’re faithless

Did you only push me away because you wanted me to come Back?

I don’t know

But I already know that there’s some sort of blackness in you

Probably messing up your eating

Messing up your thinking

Maybe like last time you’ll end up going delusional and abuse me, and hit me

Til I shout that

«You're a fucking bitch and I did everything I could for you

Everything»

The one time I broke made me remember that you’re helpless

And now I think I’m doing it again while I’m thinking on the carpet

I know Jesus ain’t gonna help build up the courage to walk out the Door to go

to your house

And tell you for the fourth time that I promise that I’ll help you

But by the time I make it to your doorstep I’ll be in a fucking wreck

Pout and crying

Can’t even catch me breath

Hallucinations and fixations in case you hit death

Love is bitter sweet and I remember that

And I guess that’s why I always run back to this circle always Wacked out

I never wanted it to end

I tried to make this ruler bend

I tend to fend off any demon that comes and tried to knock down Our door

This blanket’s not even making me warm

I’m freezing

And you did all this before Christmas

And I’m worrying

Yeah

That doesn’t do much does it?

But I won’t lie that I’m tired of scurrying back and forth

When non of us are completely sold on this

It’s exhausting

Not quite a facade but in the end we both parted ways Unwillingly

And knowingly knew that one of us would come back and not be Departed for long

But this mess is a rubix

Still choose it

Struggling to matches fuses

Truth is, I love you and you love me

So what are we doing?

The Earth is crumbling at our feet and we’re losing

This battle, but it’s not news

We just don’t have to keep fighting each other

We can travel somewhere distant

Where there’s only me and you

They say air’s the distance, and maybe they’re right

So maybe the distance doesn’t matter

If we’re both back together