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Ay yo, put the beat on

Boom, pain, underrated legend, pain, pain, pain, pain

Wallahi this is all true, it’s all true still

Ight, look

So a big part of my life has been chicks

I know I can’t lie about that

And if I keep it real

I never thought again I’d have to write about that

See, word I was still in love when I wrote «Slut»

Just words, them scars weren’t closed up

But since it gave me exposure, it’s only right I tell you my closure

Slut

Man I was so real to the page, so real to the extent that

Man I even used real names, Cherise she text me once on a mad ting

Tara kinda treats me like a germ and the girl that done the monkey bar ting

Well, well she’s just doing her

Man listen

Not that same one that my last freestyle was about

But love from west to the south

Thought I was over the girl until I saw her out

And family I was all shocked 'cause I’ve been thinking about this girl like

every day in every way

So yeah of course we speak and numbers exchange and now I’m happy as fuck

Because now I’m back with the love of my life, doing all kind of shit like

kissing on north while it was two o’clock at night

A good guy now, I ain’t hitting whenever

Even crashed my car spitting together

You know when the kiss is perfect, come like puzzle pieces fitting together

That’s when I told her «Wait though, if we’re doing this then we’ve gotta do

this right

«I'ma tell you all the shit that I’ve been on the last couple years,

there’s shit you won’t like

«But I’ma be honest and I’ma be real to the T

«I've gotta make sure some next girl can never come to you about me»

And that’s when I started talking

Man I told her all of the girls that I beat, all the problems with me

The one night stands and the girls that I met on IG

But when it was her turn she said «There ain’t a dream I can sell you

«And really my life’s been boring, and there ain’t nothing to tell you»

And man I believed her, maybe I was naive

Or gassed that the girl I was thinking about for the last four years was by me

And like that feeling it weren’t gone away

And her mum even took us on a holiday

Now i’m deep in her an I ain’t gotta ease in shit

Couple months in, I’ve got the key to the crib

But, but then I got distant though 'cause I got that iffy vibe

Like, I’ll be catching her out telling silly lies

Like, if you’re my woman then why I gotta catch you out?

And it’s dumb shit, like shit you ain’t even gotta lie about

And this is when I turned into a fuckboy, man I can’t lie man, I just weren’t

with it

Even though I still loved her mad, something couldn’t sit with my spirit

Never called her beautiful once, no attention, her time I had none of it

The most I would do, pull up on a late night random one if I felt like cuddling

And that’s when I got that phone call though

And you know how it goes like, like «Blaine, there’s something you should know

«I just took a pregnancy test, and look man, it came back positive

«And right now I can’t have an abortion, looks like we just gotta get on with

it»

And me I can’t lie how I acted, it was all loose man, I started backtracking

When I heard the word 'baby' I just panicked

And asked her again «Are you sure you wanna have it?»

And she said the doctors told her before that she can’t have a baby

So the thought of having an abortion, na, na, having a yout' is all crazy now

Look, see when a baby ain’t planned

There’s some stages you go through as a man

The first stage is na, she ain’t having this yout', I gotta talk to her harder

The second stage is look man I gotta man up because I’m gonna be a father

Pull it off, I still told my mother, I’m thinking that she’s gonna get mad at me

And all she said was «Blaine, do not bring a mad gyal in my family»

Told my sister but she weren’t having it, and right now I’m excited

But anyway fuck that part, it’s the second part that hit me like lightning

I got a phone call out of the blue like «Blaine where you at? And can you come

round?»

And I said «Now?» and she said «Now!»

So I says «fuck it» and drove from South

Blew until I pulled up to the crib, got in the lift, put the key through the

door

And all I can see is her there, with her arms around her belly on the floor

I’m like «Yo baby, tell me what’s wrong?» she’s saying «I've bled and my belly

keeps hurting»

I keep phoning the ambulance over and over again but this shit ain’t working

They pull up in what seems like forever, me I’m shocked, I don’t know what it

means

We get to the hospital, they take her blood, holding her hand waiting to be seen

And then some young white lady steps in

She clears her throat and she looks up slow and says «You're no longer pregnant»

And, man it kinda hit me in the worst way

'Cause it happened like three days before my birthday

Now, now me and her’s back on track, but I can’t like a real shot I ain’t

giving it

'Cause I’ve got this feeling saying that I can’t trust her, and look man,

I can’t get rid of it

Man I gotta talk to her, I gotta talk to her, I’ma see her next week and that’s

when I’ll talk to her

I picked her up so I can drop her at airport, I said I’m tired so she can drive

And I’m just there in the passenger seat and I’m looking at her square in the

eyes

And I say «What I’m about to say, man I ain’t tryna cuss you

«I really wanna make this work but I feel like I can’t trust you

«And look I don’t know what it is but I’ve got a feeling so deep in my ribs

«Months ago you was gonna have my kid and now I feel that the solution is to…

«Let me have a look in your phone, it might sound dumb and I might sound young

but let me have a look in your phone

«Don't get it twisted, I’m grown but let me have a look in your phone

«I'll see nothing, I’ll stop bugging, we’ll get to trusting, we’ll build

something, you’ll probably be cussing

«Like I told you there was nothing in my phone, and word on my life,

I’ll let that go

«But let me have a look in your phone» and then she said «No» and I said «Word?

I swear you want me to take you serious, and word that’s what I’m tryna do

«So, you’ve gotta respect how I’m tryna move

«Five years deep, you’ll let that go, just to not let me look in your phone»

She looked back with a worried and scared face and then she said «No»

And look you see that kinda iffy, man I let that go so quickly, still went to

the airport just to let her off

And then I put my key right though the letter box

Look, what was in her phone? Man I would never know

But nine times out of ten there was the maddest tings in her phone

Now I get a phone call few days later, she’s like «Hi», I’m like «Waddup?»

She’s like «Now you can look through my phone» I’m like «Shut up»

Three months after, I’m in Shoreditch, and I see her cousin

And she pulls me to the side like «I wanna talk to you about something»

And I’m like «Calm, we can step out the bar, and me and you can go and speak in

the car»

And she’s like «I don’t talk to my cousin no more man, she takes things kind of

far»

And I’m like «Wait there, what do you wanna say to me?»

And she goes «Uhm, shit, I don’t know how to say this but, I don’t really wanna

say no dirt

«But when you was with her, she was chatting to a couple man, and there was

this guy from work

«And when she was having his kid, she showed up to my crib 'cause she weren’t

sure like if it was yours or his»

And I said «Wait there, how do you know?»

She says «On my daughter’s life I know, and I’m only telling you because I

don’t speak to her anymore»

And I couldn’t care about the cheating but the child shit hit me harder

Man I got excited and I told my mum that I might not have been that father

But I guess I didn’t know that lady

After the miscarriage, shit got crazy

She looked back like «Miscarriage, what?» I said «Yeah, she miscarried my baby»

She said «Wait there Blaine, are you sure?»

I said «I saw her on the floor

«We both went to the hospital and they said that the child weren’t there

anymore»

And she said «When this happen? Around the end of Feb?»

I said «Yeah, how you know?» she said «Fuck man, these girls are dred»

I said «Wait, what you mean?» she said «On my daughter’s life I’m talking

«But in the middle of February, I took her to get an abortion»

See gyal are fucked like that

Yeah man fuck up, but mans fuck ups ain’t fucked like that

Are you even clocking the play?

So the miscarriage and her being on the floor was all staged

And then they ask why man’s so bitter

And man turned into your average nigga

Saying how you can’t trust these women, trust rudeboy, man it can’t get realer

But if I learnt one thing out of this whole thing, you’ve gotta go with your gut

But you ain’t gotta take my advice 'cause I’m just Cadet AKA The Slut

You feel me?

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