Текст песни Blur (Lou The Human) с переводом

Every night, I don’t remember

But I’d rather burn out than get burnt by a soul

I don’t even really know

I don’t even really know

It’s all been a blur, yeah

Looking but I can’t find

And I hear you but I can’t see you here, yeah

I think I’m losing my mind

And no, no, I’m lost in the cure, yeah, yeah (Cure, yeah, yeah)

Looking but I can’t find

I hear you but I can’t see you here, yeah

I think I’m losing my mind

And no, no, it’s all been a blur, yeah

Oh-woah, oh-woah, it’s all been a blur

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Oh-woah, oh-woah, it’s all been a blur (Yeah)

Oh, oh, oh, oh

I’m from the same place they made Lego hearts

But there’s no love, love’ll get you killed

A kill’ll get you loved, that’s the circle of life

Circle the block before we certain to light

Burning the pot, poppin' prescriptions just to feel a little number

Rolling deeper 'cause it’s hotter in the summer

Smelling like potency with a pocket full of hunnids

Young kids did dumb things for the fuck of it

Yeah, I used to trap but I stopped

I ain’t tryna get snatched by the cops, they already wildin'

So we be moving low like a semicolon

With some white girls, but I bet that them Kellys rolling

Shit, they just all love the buzz

I ain’t tryna get caught up with drugs, I already did

But that shit is common where we grew from

Too many kids died way too young

I used to watch the homies flip pills, pop 'em and tell me

«Yo, these shits kill, don’t ever take 'em», but I did

We was in the crib, levitating, facing death

But we hesitating for the thrills, yeah

I can’t even feel no more

I don’t even know what’s real no more, man, its hard to tell

Pardon the smell, that’s teen spirit

If you want a high, you should probably just breathe near it

It’s too potent

It’s all been a blur, yeah

Looking but I can’t find

I hear you but I can’t see you here, yeah

I think I’m losing my mind

And no, no, I’m lost in the cure, yeah, yeah (Woah-woah, oh-woah,

it’s all been a blur)

Looking but I can’t find (Oh, oh, oh, oh)

I hear you but I can’t see you here, yeah (Oh-woah, oh-woah)

Think I’m losing my mind (Oh, oh, oh, oh)

And no, no, it’s all been a blur, yeah

(Painkiller Paradise, Staten Island)

(20 pill a habit, cats are wildin)

(Painkiller paradise, Staten Island)

(20 pill a habit, cats are wildin)

(And no, no, I’m lost in the cure, yeah, yeah)

Hoo, hoo

Hoo

Hoo, hoo, hoo

Birthdays start to mean less and less with the older I get

But I’ve been 40 years old since I was like ten so it ain’t nothing to me

And fuck modest, I’m the hottest up in my fucking city

They know I be dumbin', ain’t nobody close that’s fucking with me

I used to eat people’s scraps when they wasn’t looking

Sleeping at friends' houses just to sneak up in they kitchen

And now I’m tryna figure out where these couple stacks went

They passed the J and said, «Try it»

I been fucking smacked since

I don’t move was past-tense

Fast forward, they ain’t near Lou

I don’t look in the rear view, if I die I’ma crash forward

'Cause the girl I love don’t feel the same

But I can’t even feel no pain

No more, I been numb to shit since I was like a fucking kid

Painkiller Paradise raised me, I was just bound to go crazy

Wanted to bounce and never come back to this shit

Left and realized nowhere else could capture the feeling

Of having your back to the wall and still be attached to the ceiling

Everyone I know’s a pothead

Poppin' prescriptions like Xanax

All of these drugs that’s around me, how could I not be a manic?

How could I not be in panic?

Paranoia had found me when I was high as fuck

Tryna figure out something to ground me

So move the fuck from around me, I don’t trust nobody

I gave my heart to them and never got it back, I gotta snap

I heard a lot of raps and a lot of wack shit, I let it rock

Now I’m finna' pop

Bitch I’m top 10 dead alive

I’m really never home, I’m always on the go

And If I’m not, then I’m always in the zone

I got some shit at Matt’s crib I’ll probably never wear

Couldn’t fit packing

I live in different cities like a catfish

I gave my life to rap, I can’t get it back

All this time I spend, I went missing, it’s not ticking back

Wish I picked a different path

I overthink for a hobby

The staff hate us, spilling drinks while we stink in the lobby

You hit me right when I drop, man

You making it obvious what your motives are

I been tryna to cope with stardom, promise I’ll be known a martyr

I got a lot of sons, I should check up on more

But fuck all y’all

I’m screaming out «Who want war?»

Fuck an empty threat

You was off since the day we met

Mad because you lost a queen

Boy, I’m playing mental chess

And the sad thing is, we did a couple songs

I fuck with you, dawg, I still got love for you you, dawg

But love’ll kill you, so I’m mindful of who I say «I feel you» to

I don’t feel you dudes, I feel you food

I mean I’ll steal your food right up off your dish

I mean your mouths full, you was always talking shit

But nevermind that

You tryna find Rack, I’m tryna' find stacks

And fast, 'cause I know I cannot buy the time back

I’m tryna buy my mom a house I couldn’t buy dad

Voices in my head, I’m either crazy or it’s my dad

Having dreams about Cobain and Mike Jack

Asking me how I write raps, I just tell 'em I type facts, yeah

My dad was type black

And my mom is type white so the gray’s where I’m at

Real growth comes from losing your mind

Fuck other people’s definition of what’s wrong and what’s right

I was 11 years old and all I wanted to do was just write

And teachers told me it’s wrong

I guess I’m wrong, it’s aight

In the dark, I’m the light

We be sparking at night

Don’t believe what you saying, man, you was hardly the type

You make songs for the hype, I make songs of my life

My hearts on the sleeve of a shirt I haven’t worn in a while

And y’all all in denial, yeah

Old rappers, I’m pushing the culture forward

You wanna just go backwards

Lil' dough got you all backwards

Money can’t change me

Never home till I go crazy, bitch