Текст песни All of Me (Joe Budden) с переводом

I give you my all, but it seems like that’s not enough

Now you can get all of me

A lot of things have changed from what I see

Is this the way its supossed to be

Are you in that mood yet, one mo' 'gain

ARE YOU IN THAT MOOD YET

Look, they say tomorrow’s not promised, but if it was I wouldn’t get open

Wouldn’t get souped, them shit’s was made to be broken

'Member comin' up dudes talkin' 'bout hoes, boastin'

I was just a Juvenile movin in slow motion

I dropped outta school to be a dude with mad jewelry

Once I got it shit wasn’t even cool to me

I dreamt of condos and video vixens

Until I learned most girls in videos is pigeons

I just wanted the world to see that I was for real with it

Wanted a deal, I got it and couldn’t deal with it

I want me and my old homeboys to still kick it

I wish they saw me as Mouse and not a meal ticket

Let the beat play, I wish I could see a day wit no he say, she say,

just wanna see Trey

Wanna play the hood and not fuck with the toasters

Middle child, wish me and my brother was closer

I wanna scream at her, catch myself before I start to

And then remember it takes two people to argue

All she do is provoke me, all I do is diss her

All I did was shake her, she say that I hit her

She just takin' everythin' I say out of context

I’m tryin' not to black, I’m like a nigga with a complex

Was mad as a fuck, didn’t even show it

Yesterday was better off, didn’t even know it

Complete role reversal so it’s useless these days

TV got real, music went fake, please help her for God’s sake

When I proposed to the game I figured life was merry

Five years later I’m feelin' like Tyler Perry

Maybe I’m exhausted, maybe I just lost it

Maybe I should pick up a pen and try n' force it

Same old story, guts and no glory

They tryna low ball me, do him like Joe Torre

I reintroduced myself to the world: I’m Jerz

I’m an artist, I paint pictures, I don’t rhyme words

More than a rapper, I pay attention to detail

But how I do in retail tells me if I prevail

Leonardo ain’t seen these trials and tribulations

Foul situations with some mild stipulations

I feel like being an addict is a curse

It’s somethin' 'bout dude that makes bad shit worse

There’s three types of niggas in this world, you know?

So you either gon' make shit happen (or)

Watch shit happen or (or,) not know what happened

So I couldn’t just sit there like, fuck rappin'

It’s dudes with problems I couldn’t imagine havin'

If I had to have 'em I couldn’t fathom me lastin', like

I used to bump into Tammy in the club

Few of them, she even helped a nigga get in

See a person long enough you know you bound to get fly wit 'em

Care for 'em, be more than «hi» and «bye» with 'em

Its been a while, I can’t front like I ain’t phased

She was my reality check, 'cause we the same age

I mean she put on a show that you can’t stage

She made the shit sound effortless

I was damn near in tears checkin' my messages

I got goosebumps all over my skin

She said, «Mouse, I highly doubt that I’ll ever see you again»

Hope everything is well, kid

You see I’m just findin' out I have a brain tumor, but I never felt it

The doctor’s giving me three weeks to live

Not three weeks 'til I die, that’s three weeks to give

I just wanna tell you that I love you and I care

I wish you all the best throughout the rest of your career"

And then she broke into tears

I pressed seven, took the phone from my ears

Sometimes the simplest of things people need it

But I ain’t call back in fear of being speechless

What was I to put her at ease with

I picked a real bad time to be strategic

I think my life’s bad, picking up the pieces

Some folk already got they appointment to see Jesus

In this world full of diseases

I’ve learned not to bite my tongue or have seizures

Depression tells me I suck

So I reply, I ain’t here 'cause I fell down, I’m here 'cause I got up

And then I’m goin' back and forth with Ransom

Shit came outta nowhere, was real random

According to him, I’m responsible for Jerz too

I never helped niggas, how the fuck you think they heard you

Motherfucka’s got a lot of nerve, dude

I was the nigga believed in you spittin'

Had to con the industry just so they would listen

But go 'head, you just gon' rep yourself

How was you protecting me, you can’t protect yourself

Keep the lies to a minimal, just read your interview

I can’t help but ask what’s gotten into dude

Media trainin' but he don’t know how that go

It’d help you come across not soundin' like an asshole

In my past though been to jail, I ain’t enjoy it

So why would I stand behind the mic and exploit it

I ain’t ig’nant, just because I exercise spiritually

They try to ignore how I exercise lyrically

I thought I had a great job

Back when niggas loved the culture, wasn’t in it for the money like a A-Rod

Even when I’m spitting 'bout current events

Its a sublime sayin', who’s more current than him?

So I’m wonderin', if a higher power tryna under-man

When you shoot for the stars, sometimes your gun’ll jam

I ain’t been to Summer Jam

I learned from Lupe: when you dumb it down its just harder to understand

2008, foes is still near me

So you can think I’m tight as FUCK, I’m still weary

The Geto Boys say its all in the mind

Certain wounds only heal over time

No shame in my game, no pain, no gain

And since I ain’t see a prophet I figured God would stop it

Waitin' on a alley, niggas just won’t lob it

Still a risk taker let me put it in words

Can’t steal second base and keep your foot on first

Been about ten years since I was high off the angel

Now I’m walkin' side by side with an angel

In front of my eyes that prize keep gettin' dangled

But can’t grab at it, my pride is being strangled

Workin' shorty’s nerves like a personal trainer

But its me, its personal, it ain’t her

Friends keep tellin me leave her, I won’t

Cause she sees somethin' in me that I don’t

And I see somethin' in her that ya’ll won’t

If you never been in love don’t tell me I’m wrong

See I preach gratitude, she keeps an attitude

Argue long enough and that shit becomes laughable

My norm now since for her it’s so natural

Wish I could tell her that all them niggas after you

So not compatible, that we compatible

Its nothin' else in this world that we would rather do

Anybody out there relate to my pain

Turn the music up let me know that I’m sane

We broke up, bitches was starin' at my chain

Dude was fuckin' you but starin' at my name

But we ain’t gotta entertain all that

Back like we never left, we overcame all that

Fuck who made better tacos or who’s ass fatter

Let’s live for now, right now, none of that matters

Keep bringin' it up its goin' backlash us

Why am I meeting so many back-stabbers?

Why when I’m about to crash I go faster? Past is a disaster

When your house is see through, learn to close your eyes

In case the Glass shatters

Just sayin', it’s always a million more pages when my stupid ass keep

Thinkin' I’m on the last chapter

No tit for tat, I ain’t equipped for that

Back in New York, chit chat with a Midget Mack

As I get older… I keep gettin' sick of rap

Wanna call it quits, but a nigga can’t picture that…